岀遊6日

這幾天的日子過的很充實，也很緊促。從7/22﹝六﹞英檢考完後，下午即趕至高雄布魯樂谷，玩水，玩得不亦樂乎，晚上還到音保家住了一宿。采伶說這算是最後一次的大學同學聚會，之後大家忙起實習，考教甄，就沒什麼時間了。我想之後是等4年後的陶板屋了，金虎與大家的約定，2010年的聚會人數達20人，每人一客陶板屋。當然是一定參加的了^^!!
隔日，我們就陸陸續續回家，我直接前往台南，與Anny會合，繼續朝台北前進，這次的成員是School上班的同事，目標是逛街與故宮、九份。這接下來的5日是重頭戲，正因逢School的放假，這群人們可是期待了很久。只是大家的價值觀不同，興趣不一，逛起來其實不是十分自在。
相較這兩次，高雄與台北，我覺得高雄之旅的氣氛較佳，讓我玩得瘋狂，也回憶十足。朋友真是人生中難得，像是上帝賜與的珍貴禮物，這是經由互相付出得來的信任與愉悅而來，與親情不同。
朋友在我眼中，分門別類，有看電影的朋友、聊心的朋友、打屁的朋友、工作的朋友。每個朋友在我的心中地位不同，但都佔有一塊地方，想出去看風景，踏踏青，知道該找誰，心情不好，想吐吐苦水，也知道哪幾位願意傾聽。朋友的界定很重要，找對的人做該做的事也很重要。

A cold war aroused a difficulty.

It happened so fast and so secretly that I couldn't perceive it in no time. That's how the outbreak of the cold war burst. I woke up on Saturday and had only NT$100 last for my one-day expense. I walked out for my breakfast instead of asking XXX(圓圓) who was awake already to go with me. Happily coming back with my breakfast, I found the name of MSN Messenger of his has changed. He regretted that he moved out to live with Taiyen(臺晏) and me and had to pay more for the rent for the room where 3 people stayed together. He was also annoyed by the smell of the kittens, which forced me to pack the kittens and sent them back home immediately. I was frustrated to see the complaint go first by words rather than by talking with me first. Friends should talk and a cold war is really unnecessary. I had gone back home for release and now I am ready to confront the tricky question. He has been accustomed to dominating almost everything. And his being changeable in mood has made the roommates to condescend to make up a pleasant atmosphere.
Last night, each roommates discussed to solve the tough problem. All of us wanted to be together nicely with everyone, so we had to get rid of some bad atmosphere that seemed pleasant apparently. Hard work will test our friendship. I am looking forward to a happy ending.

Things don't go smoothly.

These days were really not for me. I accidentally didn't go to substitute the class on Monday, which made me immediately want to shout out to stop the time, stop the embarrassment. And I was irritated by the clerks serve at the counter the next day. Then the computer died yesterday night when I went home happily. Every thing seems wrong to me and I am the only victim of all the tragedies. My mood is low and especially it is the time when I am thinking of taking her or not. 7/22 shall be a busy day-GEPT test & Blue Lagoon Water Park, I hope it is going to be smooth then!

Someone in my heart...something in embryo

Sometimes I fall, but the view seems more bright and wide to me after I get up. Though I has been afraid of breaking up, I get my strength when love comes to knock on my door. It's called affection, for the girl who is diligent, graceful, brilliant, nice and beautiful. I noticed her when we were teaching as practice teachers in Bo-ai(博愛)Elementary School. She was really working hard and careful for her teaching, which sparkled the beauty of a girl that attractd me. Later on, through MSN, I knew this beauty little by little and fell in kind of irresistible amusement. From cats, values, families, hobbies, leisure to reflection, the talk with her has always ended for bedtime. I did enjoy the talk. But I confused. After Eva left me, I found myself to be not good at being romantic and to be lazy for surprises that all girls love. I told myself, no more girls or there will be more broken hearts cause my dullness. Why can't I just stop the feeling and be a monk? I am nervous for the coming, but I don't want to stop the feeling. Maybe she is really the one for me and forever. How I long for you, Ko! I won't stop unless you stop. Eva, I am sorry. I uesd to loved you and used to wish to gather with you again. Since the girl, I will let bygones be gone. With those happiness and sadness, I move forward.

實習老師的身份

7/3開始上班至今，已經一個禮拜了，身份也從畢業後的失業轉成教師。暑假的工作的確很輕鬆，這幾天都是9點到校，約11點就回來了。感覺永華國小很有規劃地幫我們做一些職前說明，並指導我們做自我進修，以做未來其他出路的打算。校長周瑞堂，真的是個很有規劃的人，也是個很好的人，連學校的小丁丁也是說我們是跟對人了。感覺有時人生在某些選擇時若是做對了，就可以比較輕鬆完成目標。
永華國小，外表看似舊舊的，可是經過介紹才了解，這間學校人員的活力，是多麼充沛，每個老師依循校長的理念，在自己的崗位上努力。而且一切都為了小朋友，讓我很感動。只是就如大家知道的，其實，現在教育已不在於老師的能力，而是家長的家教與配合度，難了老師，生活教育成了主軸。時代趨勢使學生的自我觀念日益壯大，他們不懼表達自我，可是卻也因此察覺不到他人的感受。難道這兩者真是魚與熊掌嗎?臺灣的社會要強大，還是需要家長的自知與努力。我也當夠了身為七年級生的苦，我自認為並不草莓，但是卻還是因為年紀，被歸為所謂的七年級草莓族。算了，我不計較，只是說出草莓族的大人們，這群草莓是誰種出來的??難道是我們自己發展的嗎??還不就是這個社會的大環境所培養出來的。若是真想批評這些七年級生，倒不如先看看自已把這個社會搞成怎麼樣了。
一個月8000的實習津貼，以最近的工作時數來算，時薪是200元，要珍惜囉~~以後開學，每天要工作8小時，可就要成時薪50元了，到時候真不知道還覺得好不好玩。

大學畢業後的第一次高中同學會

昨天剛從花東玩了6天回來，今天馬上參加了高中同學會，行程滿檔。真是...大忙人!!
今天來了小蒨，喬郁，琬儷，雅晶，秋妤，姿君，阿葳，瀚仁，伊凡，阿嬤，阿妃，郭屁，高銘甫，周杰蔚。阿葳真是4年未見，雅晶也是，不過還是看得出來啦!!不過也是變得很多，都變得女人了，熟起來了說~~
3A二式真的不怎麼樣，大家也都是嫌得沒一塊好，下次別再選那裡了，不過至少大家在那裡玩得很開心，我第一次出去同學會去那麼久的，12點開始，我們聊天聊到4點多，真是可怕，我想店員應該是氣死了吧，哈哈。而且還有兩位沒有付錢的進來，哈啦到最後竟然也沒低消到。其實有點不好啦，下次別做這種事了。不過大家續攤的能力就有些遜色，大家都有其他事，最後剩阿葳，琬儷，小蒨和我四名在新天地美食街聊天。下次，希望能有更多人參加，這樣就更熱鬧了。