生命中有許多第一次
一直以來
我像是為了這第一次而活的
只因為這世界上有太多太多的事情可以嘗試了
第一次在大學校園內的戲劇演出
第一次熬夜打電動
第一次蹺課
第一次拍電影
第一次拍動畫
第一次戀愛、第一次分手
第一次摔車
第一次到Boston打工與旅遊
第一次加入烏漆媽黑收容所
第一次敗高價音響
第一次Men's Talk
第一次在國小教學
第一次登上玉山
第一次打羽棒球
第一次花5000元不眨眼 買了羽絨外套
第一次與實習夥伴的狂歡歌唱
第一次的感動、高興、擔心、害怕
第一次不見得該帶給我們所想要的
但它帶給我們新鮮
用心去發現
真的可以感受到第一次是無所不在
生活也因第一次而保有向著未來的動力
第一次
第一次
第一次
永遠的第一次
Today, we had a special Christmas game in Wesley Church.
It's called white elephant gift exchange.
I gave away cookies and soap and got a English learning magazine back.
I found the game interesting for even Taiwanese who never heard of it.
We did had a lot of fun playing it
, especially when everyone took turns stealing other's gift.
And it got exciting in the end.
Thank Paul for telling us to play this fabulous game from his back home.
I am interested in inviting my co-workers in my School to have one.
The white elephant gift exchange is really a good hit!
經過好幾個禮拜的準備，教學觀摩終於在今天結束了。
我終於鬆了一口氣。
一年就這麼一次的，應該說，一生也就這麼一次的觀摩...
想想...不知是該怎麼說我的感覺了
介於學生與老師之間身份的「實習老師」
身份不明確，做起事來也不知道是該積極還是得過且過
但教起書來
還是會想把它教好、做好
也許這就是人的本性
不管做什麼
就是會想把它盡可能地做到好
我想我也是這樣
也加上那些孩子身上散發出的活力與笑容
讓我了解當一位老師的快樂
還讓我一度想考老師，當一名老師
就為了能一直看到孩子的笑容
只是我已有自己的未來規劃，也只有把想法放在心裡
就這樣，在身為一位不當老師的實習老師的立場
我認真地準備這一次的教學觀摩
這種矛盾的感覺真的這我不知道該說什麼了
今天的教學還算ok~
校長有事出國，由學務主任來看我們上課
還加上幾乎全部的實習夥伴幫忙
心中的壓力減少了
增了一些信心
而因為今天有三場(小黃、我、圓圓)
在這些實習團隊在趕場時，特別讓人有一種興奮的感覺
一種特別的心情
經歷一早的「趕場」，我們在中午前一節開了檢討會
其實大家都很會說話的藝術
說得得體精闢又不傷人
大家說我控制時間上還要再加強
其實我是認為我應該把教案的活動時間重新調整
是我錯估孩子整理大意的時間長度
令外
小孩子們真的是很乖
比起平常時候
不管怎麼樣
呵呵
這一切都會留在我的心裡
感謝這些陪我成長的人
實習夥伴們、師長們和我的實習輔導老師^^
Yushan, as we know, is the highest mountain in Taiwan and even in East Asia.
She is famous for not only the height of 3952 meters(13,114 feet) that makes her outstanding
, but also the abundance of scenery in four seasons and the diversity of plants, animals and other special species.
This time, fortunately I had a chance to climb up Jade Mountain.
There were other four people coming with me, Sarah, Anny, Adam and David.
We set off last night to a simple hotel named 冠雲山莊 in Fenqihu(奮起湖).
It's already dark and late, when we got there.
We went to sleep immediately after we find our rooms.
There, I met a group of graduate students.
They had their first time of climbimg a mountain.
I had a a short but good talk with them though they were a little elder than me.
I started to anticipate the climbing tomorrow with these good guys.
Early in the morning, it's about 5 o'clock.
We woke up and had our breakfast.
And after that we set off to the starting place.
"玉山登山口"
It's a amazing place that made me kind of back up all my strengh to give it a shock just for the outstanding rock.
The way to the top of Yushan was really different from it to 奇萊南峰.
The trail was not so smooth and even a little bit steep.
The gravel and sun were not like the soft earth and cool shadow of leaves.
I still enjoyed the different kind of view and feeling though.
to be continued...
After consoling my teacher, I changed my way of teaching by putting more smiles.
She is strict to the children, which makes me try to be like her.
I thought I didn't notice her tendering after the austerity.
Once I caught the key of interacting with my children.
I really found the magic power of smiles.
It did work!
When you want to be with the children in happiness
,smiles are needed.
That's right!
After being strict, you have to be nice to them at teh right time.
I think I am still learning to be a teacher who is both strict and tender.
The children gave me courage to continue teaching
, that made me kind of fond of them.
12月5日，是大家領薪的好日子！
三個月份的實習津貼，加上School的打工
讓我的錢包裝滿滿
心裡很開心
有時候人好像就是這樣現實
為五斗米折腰嗎？
好像是...
壓力這麼大，這麼多上課、代課
感覺一切除了心靈的成長
還加上一點物質上的回饋
感覺更加充實
說它是錢似乎有些俗氣
但是
若是這筆努力所換來的
可以自己快樂與幸福
就比較感性了
Song by Jet - Look What You've Done
帶著這股些微的成就
路過慶中街的小星星
心中突然升起一股感慨
與Eva吃飯的小星星
一次是在孔廟前
一次就是這裡
孔廟前，是甫回國後仍甜蜜的兩人
慶中街，是分手後難能再見的兩人
一樣是小星星
不一樣的感覺
也帶給充滿成就感的我
一種交雜的情緒
分手也一年了
心雖然成長不少
但總是似乎在期待什麼似的
哈哈
想太多了
回家的路上，紅燈前
我想著今日與過往
突然間
眼前的紅綠燈
由紅轉綠
督促我加緊油門
向前前進
