at a loss........

What a pity that after the busiest days of composing lesson plans comes the easiest days I longed for a lot and I have no idea what to do. I lost a goal to chase for even a world to dream of. That's really called pity. 6 days passed or maybe I can say about 1 month passed, I never get any of your sound. I am sure now I'm not good at handling this kind of affection. So sad.......... It is sure to be more strong when I am out of pressure.