Depth of Life

Since life will die away, why does life begin?
It's been a issue to ponder.
I started to get into the swamp of the question this year.

To live or to die, that is the question.
Ideas of letting go or embracing linger in my mind recently.

Yesterday, Anny told me the cat(A-Nan) we saved was examined
to have F.I.P. and AIDS.
What should we do?
We've paid a lot of money and effort to bring the cat with renal failure
from hell before we knew he was infected with those diseases.
Maybe A-Nan didn't have to suffer so badly if we do him a check and then euthanasia.
Unfortunately, he still has to be judged to death or not after he conquered Death.
I once made a decision of euthanasia to him easily
, but I hesitated when I saw A-Nan's eyes and heard his meows for food.
Yes, A-Nan wants to live and show his determination to live.
My dear! Why don't we give him a chance.

This is why I keep thinking over.
Since A-Nan is infected, he has to live alone forever if he can live.
Moreover, A-Nan may not find a keeper
and will threaten the other healthy cats if we keep him.
I have to admit that sometimes sympathy to one may be cruel to the others.

Does he have to go?
We are still thinking over it
thought many people in Black Zoo insist on letting him go.

I suddenly realize this situation is called life.
Life contains happiness, sadness, fury, despair and hope.
Once one is missing, then you are having an incomplete life.
A complete life is like a colorful rainbow.
Each color stands for one mood.

I heard "You kids are blest with no worries" when I was a child.
Now I will change the saying to
"You kids will become miserable if you don't know what life is."
Life is cruel and you will cherish the happiness you own.
What is the depth of life?
The more you get involved life, the deeper you will experience.