去年此時，我是廚工；今年今天，依舊軍中

當你遇上困難，是否會覺得忍一下，過去就好了...
當兵時，的確如此，痛苦的時候就拿起日曆，數數還剩幾天...

回到社會後呢?
用78歲減現在年齡，看人生還剩幾年痛苦結束嗎?
我知道不是，只是有時不爽的時候還真的會給它算下去...靠!

As I getting old, life gets more and more complicated.
Having children or getting married seems not my own choice to my own life.
How could marriage mean the same to us since we are diverse individuals and raised in different times?
Can carrying on the family line be the major factor of marriage?
I don't think so.
Can marriage guarantee the lifelong happiness of your child?
I don't think so.
I would never get married just for family line or skin-deep love to someone.

Anny has been suffering this disaster and I know it has ruined the atmosphere at home.
Negotiation is always out of the question because of Father's bad temper.
Some simple problems were stopped on the way to solutions.
A few days later, the chaos seemed to be eased while the problems went potential.
Little by little, the trifles were accumulated to an amount that tore your sense down.

And that's what happened to me now.
I'm really tired of your temper and stubbornness.
It's painful to stay in the army as well as at home.
One year has past and I am back to the start.