Fancy status

Maybe the life with little kids or the failure in GEPT or the film 1リットルの涙(1 liter of tears) combines my new life respect.

Children makes me younger as I am a 22-year-old man.
Life seems to be brandnew to me again.
Their voice of joy or even quarrel brings me back to the times when I was in their age.
Through the atmosphere and my changed mind, I feel I become younger.

Failure in GEPT force me to face some trues.
Learning to love English and bring it to my life has become my major plan.
Compressing time, as I mentioned before, is growing in my mind and has to be used by all means.

Japanese soap opera, 1リットルの涙(1 liter of tears), which I watched had made all my tears out.
It is really a touching teleplay from a true story.
What could life mean to a person?
What could being alive mean to a person?
If I got an incurable malady and had to go in few years.
Will the active faith of living on every moment and every breath make me understand what life is more?
Maybe I will have an answer, but only after I really got an incurable disease.

Different feelings entwine in my brain.
I feel I become more experienced.
And being in three fancy status is fresh to me.