My heart is at peace.

After so many days of disconnection with Ko.
Maybe it's another kind of the end.
I was in love with Eva at the same time as now last year in Boston.
This is also the factor how I dare not touch affection-related thing from the day we broke up 1 month after we came back from Boston.
To fall in love quickly without knowing each other well and break up suddenly has become my nightmare.
Only the first step of knowing each other well can lead me to the next step of getting together.

Just now, I recieved an invitation of teaching in the classes after school, from 7-9 pm.
I know this is the time I back up myself with letting go the affection stuff.
I have to make more money before it is too late. This is the thing I won't wait for.
And as for a train before going into Seeds, I hope I can learn a lot from that. I will try my best.