Sometimes I fall, but the view seems more bright and wide to me after I get up. Though I has been afraid of breaking up, I get my strength when love comes to knock on my door. It's called affection, for the girl who is diligent, graceful, brilliant, nice and beautiful. I noticed her when we were teaching as practice teachers in Bo-ai(博愛)Elementary School. She was really working hard and careful for her teaching, which sparkled the beauty of a girl that attractd me. Later on, through MSN, I knew this beauty little by little and fell in kind of irresistible amusement. From cats, values, families, hobbies, leisure to reflection, the talk with her has always ended for bedtime. I did enjoy the talk. But I confused. After Eva left me, I found myself to be not good at being romantic and to be lazy for surprises that all girls love. I told myself, no more girls or there will be more broken hearts cause my dullness. Why can't I just stop the feeling and be a monk? I am nervous for the coming, but I don't want to stop the feeling. Maybe she is really the one for me and forever. How I long for you, Ko! I won't stop unless you stop. Eva, I am sorry. I uesd to loved you and used to wish to gather with you again. Since the girl, I will let bygones be gone. With those happiness and sadness, I move forward.
