生命中有許多第一次
一直以來
我像是為了這第一次而活的
只因為這世界上有太多太多的事情可以嘗試了
第一次在大學校園內的戲劇演出
第一次熬夜打電動
第一次蹺課
第一次拍電影
第一次拍動畫
第一次戀愛、第一次分手
第一次摔車
第一次到Boston打工與旅遊
第一次加入烏漆媽黑收容所
第一次敗高價音響
第一次Men's Talk
第一次在國小教學
第一次登上玉山
第一次打羽棒球
第一次花5000元不眨眼 買了羽絨外套
第一次與實習夥伴的狂歡歌唱
第一次的感動、高興、擔心、害怕
第一次不見得該帶給我們所想要的
但它帶給我們新鮮
用心去發現
真的可以感受到第一次是無所不在
生活也因第一次而保有向著未來的動力
第一次
第一次
第一次
永遠的第一次
Today, we had a special Christmas game in Wesley Church.
It's called white elephant gift exchange.
I gave away cookies and soap and got a English learning magazine back.
I found the game interesting for even Taiwanese who never heard of it.
We did had a lot of fun playing it
, especially when everyone took turns stealing other's gift.
And it got exciting in the end.
Thank Paul for telling us to play this fabulous game from his back home.
I am interested in inviting my co-workers in my School to have one.
The white elephant gift exchange is really a good hit!
經過好幾個禮拜的準備，教學觀摩終於在今天結束了。
我終於鬆了一口氣。
一年就這麼一次的，應該說，一生也就這麼一次的觀摩...
想想...不知是該怎麼說我的感覺了
介於學生與老師之間身份的「實習老師」
身份不明確，做起事來也不知道是該積極還是得過且過
但教起書來
還是會想把它教好、做好
也許這就是人的本性
不管做什麼
就是會想把它盡可能地做到好
我想我也是這樣
也加上那些孩子身上散發出的活力與笑容
讓我了解當一位老師的快樂
還讓我一度想考老師，當一名老師
就為了能一直看到孩子的笑容
只是我已有自己的未來規劃，也只有把想法放在心裡
就這樣，在身為一位不當老師的實習老師的立場
我認真地準備這一次的教學觀摩
這種矛盾的感覺真的這我不知道該說什麼了
今天的教學還算ok~
校長有事出國，由學務主任來看我們上課
還加上幾乎全部的實習夥伴幫忙
心中的壓力減少了
增了一些信心
而因為今天有三場(小黃、我、圓圓)
在這些實習團隊在趕場時，特別讓人有一種興奮的感覺
一種特別的心情
經歷一早的「趕場」，我們在中午前一節開了檢討會
其實大家都很會說話的藝術
說得得體精闢又不傷人
大家說我控制時間上還要再加強
其實我是認為我應該把教案的活動時間重新調整
是我錯估孩子整理大意的時間長度
令外
小孩子們真的是很乖
比起平常時候
不管怎麼樣
呵呵
這一切都會留在我的心裡
感謝這些陪我成長的人
實習夥伴們、師長們和我的實習輔導老師^^
Yushan, as we know, is the highest mountain in Taiwan and even in East Asia.
She is famous for not only the height of 3952 meters(13,114 feet) that makes her outstanding
, but also the abundance of scenery in four seasons and the diversity of plants, animals and other special species.
This time, fortunately I had a chance to climb up Jade Mountain.
There were other four people coming with me, Sarah, Anny, Adam and David.
We set off last night to a simple hotel named 冠雲山莊 in Fenqihu(奮起湖).
It's already dark and late, when we got there.
We went to sleep immediately after we find our rooms.
There, I met a group of graduate students.
They had their first time of climbimg a mountain.
I had a a short but good talk with them though they were a little elder than me.
I started to anticipate the climbing tomorrow with these good guys.
Early in the morning, it's about 5 o'clock.
We woke up and had our breakfast.
And after that we set off to the starting place.
"玉山登山口"
It's a amazing place that made me kind of back up all my strengh to give it a shock just for the outstanding rock.
The way to the top of Yushan was really different from it to 奇萊南峰.
The trail was not so smooth and even a little bit steep.
The gravel and sun were not like the soft earth and cool shadow of leaves.
I still enjoyed the different kind of view and feeling though.
to be continued...
After consoling my teacher, I changed my way of teaching by putting more smiles.
She is strict to the children, which makes me try to be like her.
I thought I didn't notice her tendering after the austerity.
Once I caught the key of interacting with my children.
I really found the magic power of smiles.
It did work!
When you want to be with the children in happiness
,smiles are needed.
That's right!
After being strict, you have to be nice to them at teh right time.
I think I am still learning to be a teacher who is both strict and tender.
The children gave me courage to continue teaching
, that made me kind of fond of them.
12月5日，是大家領薪的好日子！
三個月份的實習津貼，加上School的打工
讓我的錢包裝滿滿
心裡很開心
有時候人好像就是這樣現實
為五斗米折腰嗎？
好像是...
壓力這麼大，這麼多上課、代課
感覺一切除了心靈的成長
還加上一點物質上的回饋
感覺更加充實
說它是錢似乎有些俗氣
但是
若是這筆努力所換來的
可以自己快樂與幸福
就比較感性了
Song by Jet - Look What You've Done
帶著這股些微的成就
路過慶中街的小星星
心中突然升起一股感慨
與Eva吃飯的小星星
一次是在孔廟前
一次就是這裡
孔廟前，是甫回國後仍甜蜜的兩人
慶中街，是分手後難能再見的兩人
一樣是小星星
不一樣的感覺
也帶給充滿成就感的我
一種交雜的情緒
分手也一年了
心雖然成長不少
但總是似乎在期待什麼似的
哈哈
想太多了
回家的路上，紅燈前
我想著今日與過往
突然間
眼前的紅綠燈
由紅轉綠
督促我加緊油門
向前前進
Until today after obsevrving 郁穎's teaching, I knew some aspects for me to improve.
I need smiles.
And kids need my smiles, too.
I think that is what I admire my teacher for.
She can send out relief for students by letting them talk what they want
and get back to the book immediately.
Put more smiles!
I told myself.
Not even get more improvement
,but also more interaction with lovely children.
I suddenly felt so sorry for the students
that I've been too strict and tense.
They can't know the real me and they can't have a real class.
上禮拜讓我難過的事件，在今天請教老師下
終於得到些許舒緩
班上孩子排擠別人與被別人排擠的事
事實上在社會上也都會出現
我因為看到孩子排擠不喜歡的人
不想和他同一組別
讓我覺得我看到了人性醜陋的一面
卻疏乎了其實在大人的世界裡
不也是這樣子
我何嘗不也是依不同的標準與要求看待這些較特殊的兒童
自己都難以公平對待了
還要求學生要不計一切
與做事不專心不負責的人一組呢?
是我的話
我也不想與他們一組
但是差別只在於
我是個社會歷鍊比他們深的老師
我知道要怎麼表達才不會使場面和諧不尷尬
道不同，不相為謀
但也要讓彼此都有個台階下才是
孩子們還在學習圓融的處事技巧
所以遇到不喜歡的人、事、物
總是直接地反彈
故學著圓融待人與讓自己變得歡迎是孩子的本份
而我呢
身為老師
就是教導孩子們處事的態度與技巧
這讓我想起昨天與西蕾和順去看的
「佐賀的超級阿嬤」
裡邊的阿嬤這樣子跟昭廣說
『使人不感到尷尬的體貼，是真正的體貼』
在體貼別人，表現自己關心之餘
也要注意不要讓別人感到難堪
才真的是體貼
我想我想替兩位受到班上排擠的同學找組別
應該讓他們感受到關心之餘
也夾雜著滿滿的難堪吧
真的感到很抱歉
我的學生們
希望你們都能早日體會到與別人相處的模式
讓彼此沒有傷害
開開心心的
感覺已經實習了好長一段的時間
但是我還是抓不到我想要的感覺
學生怎麼樣子才算乖
怎麼樣子是不太乖
我總是不知道
學生怎麼樣子是可以接受的吵鬧?
怎麼樣子是必須馬上制止的吵鬧?
我不是很了
怎麼辦
我知道我是我自己標準的問題
但是我似乎還抓不到自己的標準在哪
有時候吵一點可以
有時候我就會不想要有任何聲音
我抓不到，相信學生也無所適從
哈哈
這件事情不止困擾我
也讓我很生氣
心情不是很好
加上這禮拜代Sarah的課
實在壓力很大
可能
在某些標準要求上
我要讓自己清楚一點
也好讓學生能夠有所遵從
自己也能開心一點了
今天到Wesley Church上Paul的課
上完一半時間後
到樓下參加教會辦的感恩節大餐
大家一起分享、感恩
感覺真的很好
有能力幫助別人真的讓自己覺得幸福
接受別人的祝福也真的很幸福
還好我還有這一群都喜歡英語與分享的同學、朋友
真的很開心
I hate quarrels.
Sometimes they occur unexpectfully.
These days I suffered this sort of unhappiness with friends I live with.
It was painful actually
,but I can see the significant facters separating our friendship
are only misunderstanding and the lack of polite manners of communication.
That's solvable.
And I was taught a lesson, a big lesson.
I hope each other can do their best to keep the friendship to go long
if both think it as important treasure.
I cherish friends and family.
I always try my best to force myself to be nice to others as I do to myself.
Through more incidents challenging friendship
,you will know more how precious good friends are.
I don't know what will happen to us (XXX&Taiyen&I)after we split 6 months later.
I do worry about it now.
Nation : Taiwan, Republic of China
Population : 23,036,087 (2006 estimate)
Capital : Taipei City
Language : Mandarin/Taiwanese/Hakka
Establishment : Xinhai Revolution October 10, 1911
Location:
Photo From : Wikipedia Taiwan R.O.C.
This is my country. I love you though there're still rooms to improve.
Taiwan is a name that needs to be called as a country.
The people and the food here are fantastic.
Everyone here trys their best to be nice and helpful.
The beauty of the nature is also surprising.
Taiwan is an beautiful island surrounding with lots of precious natural resources
, such as places to visit, special species for researching and resevation, etc.
The living quality here is not too bad because Taiwanese work hard and live hard for their colorful life, which makes the environment better than many places on earth.
to be continued...
這論調是從何而來?
若是養了貓，就會知道。
自從大一的暑假與姊姊從路邊撿了一隻貓
我們家進入了另一個快樂的世界
貓是一種很有趣的動物
做什麼都很認真
看到一樣物品
就能把它當成假想敵
認真地與它打一埸仗
看了他們認真的動作與表情
除了笑他們笨之外
竟也慢慢被他們專注的眼神吸引
愛上這種動物
這讓我也開始改觀
認真地做好每一件事
會讓一個人變得美麗
我開始尋找身邊的人
是不是也有這種個性
但我發現現在的社會，太過講求投資報酬率
一件簡單但不甚重要的事
會選擇不做
而非認真做
或是遇到一件事
只求完成即可
不要求中間過程的投入
這專心的特質也許都是我們所缺少的
當專注一件事情時
不管它是什麼事
都可以讓專注的元素
佈滿全身
散發非凡的魔力
形成一股不可抗拒的吸引力
這種吸引力是超乎外在形體的
也難怪會有人說認真的女人最美麗
男人其實也是如此吧
我想
It's been a long time since we met.
Everyone seems great.
順 is now teaching in Ren-Ai Elementary School(仁愛國小)
as a student teacher.
He's having a good time.
His teacher offers him extreme freedom
to do what he want.
He is not planning to attend National Examination at present
which is what the poor graduates from teacher's school usually do.
He is also not planning to apply for graduate school.
All he plans is do the best with things he's doing right now.
C-ray is one of my friends who keeps touch with me abidingly.
We have our habits in common.
We both love movies and he has lots of movies to borrow.
Ray is also not planning anything.
What he's doing now is working in his family's beef theme restaurant.
We had a good talk today.
Especially, 順 has the same job as I,
so we talked a lot about life as student teachers
and some info of classmates in senior high.
I love to be with friends.
I can laugh and tell jokes as I please
and they echoes me.
I went to meet Alick at about 11:20.
We have not met each other for 1 year.
But the last time I met him is in Shan-Hua Rail Station.
He just came back from A-li Mountain
and we said good-bye right after we greeted each other.
So in fact, it's been 3 years.
I went to his place in Taichung
when he was a freshman in Tunghai University.
Alick may be my most important friend in my life.
I spent almost all my junior and senior high time with him.
We were really good friends,
but some trivial disputes somehow blocked the way
of our fantasitic friendship in the 2nd year in senior high.
I believe that some power and faith deep in our heart
didn't want to give in to the ridiculous misunderstanding.
That's why we became friends again.
I can't tell the myth that links us.
I know he really sees me as his best friend.
And so do I.
That's the reason I bought a gift to him when I went to USA
though we had lost connection with each other
when we were junior in college.
After the 1-year-late gift I sent him today,
I hope we can keep in touch.
Get the good times back.
I don't know how this feeling gets started.
The students in my 501 class are making me disappointed.
In my view as I met them the first time,
I thought they were kind of naughty and just need some disciplines.
The fact arises after 2 months somehow from their poor behavior.
I wonder why they are irresponsible and lazy that makes me furious.
Their parents should take the most responsibilties.
The kids should spend more time with their dads and moms than teachers,
so children should be taught well at home.
Sadly, they are not taught well at home and need teachers.
When a teacher wants to help the child out of bad habits or behaviors,
the parents stop the teacher and think the teacher minds too many business of their child.
That's how Taiwan is going down.
Do the parents really love their children and think what they do will be the worst discipline?
Most of them don't know.
I stand on the teacher's side.
Teachers know what is the best discipline because they have so many experiences of seeing how a child be with their different way of teaching.
Parents haven't yet see how their child be and they are still trying every way with using their best way the moment they regard as.
Moreover, parents sometimes get confused to do the best decision as being child-loving parents.
Who is going to be the victim?
The child and Taiwan society.
And we, the old people who will be relying on the children we grow.
Please, for a better Taiwan, be more longsighted.
Family celebrated the birthday of Grandpa on the weekend.
We went to Chigu(七股) to enjoy a table of delicacies and the wide view there.
I was a little bit sad that not all of the family members came,
but I still had a good time because the rest of us had a happy talk.
After lunch in 溪南春, we headed for habitat of black-faced spoonbills.
It was really fun to see the birds cleaning their feathers and prowling.
Dear Grandpa,
I really wish you have a good time whenever you are. I can't forget every word you said to me and every life experience you reminded me. I do miss the time when I lie on your legs watching T.V. with asking you thousands of questions. You always satisfies me. When I was naughty and made troubles, you didn't spare your stick. That's why I've grown up to be a man knowing rights and wrongs. I love you and hope you enjoy your life with us. Take care of yourself.
Love Grandson,Lee
蔡老師到台北戲劇研習，一連三天
我當然當起代課老師，一連就是二天
星期四與星期五
這是我實習以來，最剌激的兩天
也是最累、壓力最大的兩天...
老師雖然寫下了時間表，也儘量安排學生考練習卷
我只須要照表操課
但是計劃總趕不上變化
且學生一直在試探老師的秩序標準
造成時間延誤，進度落後
我必須自已補其所不足
讓下課前的進度回到計劃軌道上
關於秩序
學生的試探能力很強
一套標準必須貫徹始終
不然會不為學生所信服
一吵鬧，先口頭規勸
再來是處罰
再不行只好處罰抄寫圈詞
學生似乎十分被動
且總是需要一個口令一個動作
但是我發現他們其實知道怎麼做是對的
老師才喜歡，也對別人和自己有利
只是他們仍然不做，因為他們懶惰
這也讓我對他們更加生氣與失望
學生的毒舌也是很可怕的
大人毒舌害人是因為不知節制
小孩毒舌害人是因為不知道其為毒舌
而被毒舌者往往不知道如何調適心理
便得很傷心
小孩子在做事方面，較不知道要為大眾著想
總是第一個想到自己，且做事非常不仔細
一件事要做到好好難，總要老師在後面看著
提醒哪裡沒做好，真的是累死老師了
兩天就在混亂中與不知道怎麼般地過去了
過程中，我想了很多
也收穫很多
It's late at night.
I am still here awake.
A few minutes ago, I had a profound discussion with Justchild(沛原).
It was a good one.
From the quarrel between XXX(圓圓) and Jessie(一隻羊) to the history of our own....
The talk was lead to a unpredictable place that we both felt the unnecessary dispute between good friends should not exist before consulting in a very nice way.
I disagree to advise late.
Improvements and suggestions should be given out before it is too late.
Later, we took out the old articles in our dorm board in NUTN BBS.
Different arguements for the same factors occured on it.
Sometimes if we want to grow ourselves up, we have to make progress against our weakness.
If it the altercation can't cause any self-examination and amendment, the affray will be nothing but a wound to the soul.
Then we talked about our affection affair and families.
We both grew up from the failure of former love and became more careful of choosing the Miss Right.
There are a lot to learn on the life-long road.
Thanks God we have good friendship as company.
Shouldn't we treasure it more!
Just now we had a happy celebration for XXX(圓圓) and Jungle(小黃).
Indeed, wish you have your dream jobs and happy life.
XXX was too brilliant that he knew the surprise before it was given out.
But we knew he was still happy we really made an effort preparing it.
So did Jungle, the one who was surprised of the second birthday cake.
You two are my good boddies.
It's been more than 4 years since we met.
The relationship keeps been heaten up and up.
Though sometimes we experience the low tides, it is we that pass them through together.
We are going to live together for less than 1 year.
Cherish the happiness we have.
I really love the feeling of hanging out with boddies.
四點，便被叫醒，房內雖一片漆黑，但外頭的月娘仍照得地上一片光亮
好美
精神很好，因為昨晚7點熄燈後我就睡了
算一算，也睡了8個小時呢!
一早趕路，是為了要上奇萊南峰攻頂，然後看日出
多麼美妙的計劃
我們快快吃了早餐，便拿起輕裝出發
上山的路是樓梯，走得有些累人
但是在夜裡趕路上山還是頭一次人生體驗
太陽尚未露臉，月亮的光卻是照得一大片的高山草原神秘
好美的高山草原，一大片，一大片
像是一座大型的高爾夫球場
頭頂上，是皎月與星辰
披星戴月是什麼
現在正是這種情形
趕路著，昨天路旁的闊葉林已不見縱影
針葉林也漸漸得在我們腳下，往上一看
只剩下高山草原了
如此的高度
只剩草可以生存
我們竟然也可以憑自己的力量到達
真的是很開心
其實趕不到在山頂上看日出
畢竟出發的晚，新手走的也慢
但是運氣可不賴
天氣是大好的晴天
我們便在中途停下來觀賞日出
冷冷的天氣，讓我們更加喜悅太陽的到來
日出後的景色，草原上的顏色很奇特
是一種特別的綠色
好美
身體也漸漸暖和起來
我們繼續趕路，走在草原中開出的小路上
往下看很高
往上看也很高
終於，在經過一個廢棄的兵營後，我們成功地上了山頂
時間8點多
這裡是奇萊南峰3358公尺 日期10月10日 天阿!!
國慶日呢!
這是我有生以來登上的第一座台灣百岳(#39/100)
遙望遠方可以看到霧社，奇萊主峰，奇萊北峰，南華山等等
看著走過來的路途與四周景物
皆在我的腳底之下
真的有種踩在世界頂端的快感
我們辦到了
征服了一座百岳
很快的，我們便下到天池
幾小時之前，我們才剛經過的天池
現在太陽已經出來了，原來天池是這麼的小
不過Sarah說她有水的時候
經過她的時候還有繞一段路繞過她呢！
天池這裡的石頭滿特別的
似乎就是這裡的地質結構
但是我和姊姊都不懂
由於小Annie的腳似乎沒有辦法再走了
之前她就有舊傷
而下午之後我們下山要走13km的路
那時是沒人可以代替她走的
故想必她必須有所取捨
要捨棄南華山的攻頂了
就這樣，我們留下小Annie在天池休息
我，姊，Sarah轉進往南華山的小路
這條路的景色
真的不一樣
植被一樣是高出草原
只是這被我稱為高出草原的箭竹林
這回與我們很靠近
像是在加油站洗車一樣
我們要穿過箭竹林才能繼續向前進
兩旁的風景也非常引人入勝
我和姊姊一直停下來拍照
沒辦法啊！
第一次在這麼高的地方
景色與心情都是前所未有
多麼想紀錄眼前所有的東西
過了不久
我們也爬上了南華山
雖然過程中被騙了很多次
以為眼前的高峰上會有三角標
結果上了頂端才知道一山還有一山高
就這樣我們上了好幾次自以為的山頂
最後才到達終點
南華山上也是好美
昨晚十分許，我、姊姊、小Annie、Sarah四個人
開車上山，進入南投，夜宿盧山國小
為了今天的登山，我們可是懷著興奮的心情
更因為是第一次登山，興奮中也帶著些許對於未知的期待
由於是晚上開車，我們很順利的快速到達目的地
盧山國小
160km的路程花了大約3個小時半
一到盧山國小，匆匆搭起帳篷，就休息了
6:30起床 >< 竟然看到稀飯、土豆、肉鬆的早餐，讓我驚訝不已 原來在野外也可以過得跟家裡一般 吃正常的早餐 8:00準時出發，前往屯原登山口 登山就此展開 從此登山口到第一個休息的地方"雲海保線所" 有4.8公里 山路不像我想的那麼難走，只不過大部份的上坡，和很長很長的"路" 尤其是進入登山口後的100公尺，是一年前颱風山崩埋死過人，而造成封山一年的地方 去年搶修各路段後，今年再重新開放 我們知道當然覺得毛毛的 走那段的確很危險，依然是處於土石崩落的危機中，路也很細，碎石也多 好像一不小心，滑倒就會滑下去，跟這個世界說再見 我們走的時候既要小心的走，還要快速通過 過了驚險的地方，真是高興自己辦到了 一路上的風景開始漂亮起來，俯拾即是的美麗，忘記了所有的煩惱 不過也走真久的，而且是一路的上坡路 這時不但是考驗著毅力，還有走路時控制的呼吸節奏 
約11點半多，終於抵達保線所，保線所是一個小公寮
因為此處是當初東電西送的路徑
從事電纜建造與修理的台電員工可以在此休息
我們在此吃了甜豆湯便繼續出發，要趕在太陽下山前到達
下一站是目的地與今晚的住宿地，「天池山莊」
8.4公里的距離，不快點是不行的
我似乎找到的一個屬於自己的節奏
讓自己可以很快速的前進，卻不會很累
嘴巴一乾，就趕快補充水，一餓，就拿巧克力往肚子塞
突然覺得是自己雖然一直在趕路
可是嘴沒停著，也不是很累
成就感讓自己很開心
如果腳累了，停一下，看一下風景，喝口水
身體動一動，只需幾分鐘，身體的能量又充滿了
路上還拍了一些好笑的照片，因為我和姊姊認為
這一路上的景色實在太像是小時候
中國民間故事的場景了
也滿像是藍色水玲瓏的
一忍不住，拍了幾張劇情照
就這樣鬧阿鬧的，不知不覺也快到了
我首先進入天池山莊
已經有一群人在那兒了
而姊姊和小Annie隨後跟上
最厲害的是Sarah，她背了我們四人份的公糧
約25公斤吧
而她也在之後來到天池山莊
時間4點多
一安排好床位，我便睡著了
夜裡，星星好亮，月亮也是，亮到像是早上
沒有在3000公尺上看過月亮吧
第一次與月亮有如此近接觸
月亮真的好大好圓
人生的感動，就是要這種不一樣的感動
這個地方，可不是平常想進來就可以進來的呢!
走了一天的路，才進到這裡
也才會有這種感動吧!
At least, it is October.
As the deal, I started my first day teaching today.
I felt a little bit nervous and excited.
The tutor told me to teach Chinese.
And as for the continuity of the unit, I have to take all the classes of the course.
It didn't bother me too much with the nervousness
, because I had already had classes in Seeds.
Disadvantages I have to improve are my lack of skill of expression and time control.
I found it hard for me to express my words to young children.
I know it needs more experience for later perfect and I will work on it.
My tutor wasn't really critical of my teaching, therefore she is really a good teacher.
Praize and suggestions are her tool pushing me forward.
Kids were good though.
They spoke and calmed at the right time just like well-educated ones.
It started today.
And it continues tomorrow.
I know teaching will accompany me for a long time.
The teaching will be a crucial mission to an ordinary daily work.
I will get accustomed to it.
Preparation, teaching and review...........
記者林雪娟／南市報導
國立國光劇團豫劇隊年度大戲「劉姥姥」將於二十九日於南市立文化中心上演，這齣新戲取材自古典文學名著「紅樓夢」中的甘草人物劉姥姥相關情節，由百變豫劇皇后王海玲詮釋演出，這是國光劇團將內容二度創作，內容充滿喜感，打破一般民眾對豫劇的傳統印象。
導演呂柏伸表示，戲曲本身即充滿濃濃的故事性，觀眾淺顯易懂，因此表演無需太多矯飾鋪張，此次將紅樓夢作品進行二度創作，最主要是加入舞台新世代視覺元素，但仍保留傳統戲曲精神。
紅樓夢中「劉姥姥逛大觀園」故事，目前收錄於高中職教科書中，劉姥姥曾被紅學專家康來新教授，稱之為「古典文學中的阿匹婆、青蚵嫂，一個出身鄉土的甘草人物」，呂柏伸說，就是因為劉姥姥舉手投足之間，總自然流露出濃厚喜感，特別適合以豫劇形式表演，透過戲劇張力，將曹雪芹筆下的劉姥姥詮釋成勤勞、清廉、正義的形象，大悲大喜讓觀眾看得過癮，尤其台上演員現場唱曲，邊唱邊舞活力十足。
國光劇團表示，該團豫劇隊兩年前至北京參加豫劇學術研討會，觀賞一齣由河北唐山豐潤評劇團所演出的「劉姥姥」，深覺歷盡蒼桑載六十載的豐潤評劇團與該豫劇隊五十三年的隊史相似，曾數度面臨解散危機，總需在艱辛中不斷創新，透過該劇團提供相關資料，改編成「台灣版」的豫劇，相信會更貼近民眾的心。
轉自中華日報網路新聞
今天去台南市立文化中心看了這場戲劇。是由淑菁老介紹的，買票享5折，我喜歡看戲，喜歡看電影，相聲等。但是並沒有很大的動力做這些事，藉此機會我想，就去看看戲吧！既上回到台南人那看，至今應該也有2年了吧。這是齣豫劇，是以河南的表演方式來詮譯清代曹雪芹的鉅作「紅樓夢」中的劉姥姥。全劇由劉姥姥為主軸，演出榮國府的興衰。
一開始是被獨特的唱腔所驚，難怪場兩旁有字幕，不看的話我還真的聽不懂。
再來，是主角的身段與表情，可愛的動作。真的讓我覺得我正處於故事內。
另外，現場的音樂，還有有趣的台詞，也都是這齣劇引人入勝的地方。
觀眾很多，讓我第一次感受到我參與了台南市的藝文文化。
還真的是可悲，待在這裡四年多，卻沒有一次進到這裡。
慚愧阿！
內容最令我感動的是劉姥姥的義氣，受人之恩必將湧泉以報，我們皆可以朗朗上口，但是真正遇到的時候，有幾人能做到 ？
賈府凋零時，原本爭著攀關係的人無見踨影，只有劉姥姥一家人賣地賣田贖回王熙鳳的女兒巧姐。讓王熙鳳死前能見她一面。
三個小時裡，我感受到一場家族的盛衰，人生無常。
心機重與狠心腸的王熙鳳難得的慈悲，幫助劉姥姥一家，萬萬想不到...
這難得的慈悲，結識了唯一的義友，在窮途末路時幫了自己。
怎麼過才是該有的人生？賈府的雍華？王狗兒一家人的平凡？罷了...
在必要的時刻仍堅持自己行得正的信念
人生就可以光明
就是這麼一回事吧...
今日是入永華實習2個月又20天，班親會選在今日下午舉辦。
內容主要介紹淑菁老師的教學理念，經營班級的規則，和家長需要配合的事項。
家長來了13位，一開始也許是我信心不夠，或是大家未聊開，我怎覺得家長有些難以攀談的樣子。
過了半小時，老師講了一半，也介紹我出場，做了簡短的自介。
也許是我的錯覺，或是想太多，但是自介完，似乎讓家長認識我後，家長的眼神溫和了許多。
笑容也變多了，大家開始聊著班親會會長，副會長的人選，會場熱絡起來。
老師雖然是公職，學校教育也是義務教育，但是家長還是很在乎學生的學習，老師也一樣沒有解怠。讓我感覺這個社會互相信任的一面。
這是一種很溫馨的感受。
我想，要不是沒有拍個節目記錄，我還真想大聲說"班親會成功"咧！
晚上其實很累，心裡一直掙扎，該不該去聽Daniel上課，後來還是去了。
很開心我有堅持，這是一種培養耐心與毅力的機會，會有掙扎的時候，但要是能夠堅持，就是慢慢地養成了習慣。習慣做對自己有益的事，不管喜不喜歡。
今天像是在回憶Daniel的過去，他在上課時講起他的精彩人生。
高中念了4年，國中的英文與體育輝煌史，加上大學與人社會的人生經歷。
每個學生聽得津津有味，絲毫不累。
的確，他的過去實在是太精采了，不像我們一般循規蹈矩地走過來。
認真地做每件事，是這篇傳記的菁華。
和他的座右銘，「世上最丟險的事是被同一塊石頭跘倒兩次。」
今天有很多感動，也新增許多想法和歷鍊。
Maybe the life with little kids or the failure in GEPT or the film 1リットルの涙(1 liter of tears) combines my new life respect.
Children makes me younger as I am a 22-year-old man.
Life seems to be brandnew to me again.
Their voice of joy or even quarrel brings me back to the times when I was in their age.
Through the atmosphere and my changed mind, I feel I become younger.
Failure in GEPT force me to face some trues.
Learning to love English and bring it to my life has become my major plan.
Compressing time, as I mentioned before, is growing in my mind and has to be used by all means.
Japanese soap opera, 1リットルの涙(1 liter of tears), which I watched had made all my tears out.
It is really a touching teleplay from a true story.
What could life mean to a person?
What could being alive mean to a person?
If I got an incurable malady and had to go in few years.
Will the active faith of living on every moment and every breath make me understand what life is more?
Maybe I will have an answer, but only after I really got an incurable disease.
Different feelings entwine in my brain.
I feel I become more experienced.
And being in three fancy status is fresh to me.
Just these few days, I heard a particular method of reading a book.
Compress time and make it possible to be read in one or two days.
As you can do it this way, you can found it easier to read the book for the continuing time.
It is said that the most difficult part is always the beginning part.
I used to have a fever for learning English but the mania doesn't come with perseverance.
Daniel said this on Wednesday and a senior of NUTN said the same thing yesterday in his speech. How apparent it is.
I agree with this method.
All I need next is perseverance, which could be a hard part to beat.
I didn't pass it....
What a pity!!
I eventually know my capability. What a weak person I am.
GEPT hasn't been that hard if I had given it my all.
Now, through the grades on the page, it was proved a long way to reach for me by my laziness.
All right, I still have to motivate myself to get involved in English learning.
So many people study hard when I am taking a rest.
Even though they are somewhere I don't know, but they do exist.
And this situation is permanent and good for inspiring passion to victory.
Do it. Fight for the next battle.
昨天下午答應的太急了
考慮不夠周詳
造成今天的忙碌與不安
今天短短的6小時，像是經歷一場大風浪，長達好幾天的風浪...
在種子擔任培育的老師也快一年了
只有這幾個月來的代課，讓我感受自己的地位
但是也因為代課，讓我發現自己的不足
很想有機會，可以帶著一班，與我一起成長
畢竟救火隊般的代課，並不能讓我了解我教學上的缺失
甚至在教學上也多所限制，因為我只是代課一兩節課
教學的指令與要求總是會有所限制
因緣際會下，我有個在國中補習班教學的機會，這都要感謝一隻羊了
只是今天在種子的詢問，讓我確定了我不可能另外在別的地方上課
的確，我是培訓老師，嚴格來說會造成技術外流
更何況一般的補習班，多班依據課內範圍進行教學
這是與種子的教學理念背道而馳，也因此我們自稱為Language School
而不是Cram School
我的想法與教法，也都來自於種子，如此，我更不該出走
我的本意，其實只是想讓自己的帶班與教學更加純熟
當然......
我也是將種子上層的意見列為考慮項目之一
也因為如此，我才會鼓起勇氣詢問
只是這引起的波瀾似乎過大，大於我的想像
我真的嚇到了
我想我與種子之間彷彿有著一種平衡，風浪一來
這個平衡會有所衝擊
引起波宕...誰是受害者？？ 都是
他們害怕培育一年的後進出走
我也害怕他們因誤會而擔心我是否不忠
還好，現在平衡回來了
現在擔心的，是這段波瀾引起的漣漪，會在同事間耳語多久...
接著，心情雖然因為與Cathy，還有執行長的談話而好轉
卻意外發現，昨天我答應老師帶國中英文之後
老師在這短短的一天之內，推掉所有應徵的人
電話中，老師無奈言詞中帶著一絲絲被背叛的滋味
我知道這是我的不對，薪水很吸引人，但是我無福消受
我在頻頻道歉中，答應幫老師找回這個缺，以彌補我的罪過
也許，這就是社會，我還在裡面學習。是非，順序，都要掌握
才能必免傷害
回頭想想，我的確因為想證明自己的能力，與想賺多點錢
而違背自己對英文的堅持
學英文是沒有教科書範圍的，就有如語言是沒有範圍一般
學無止盡，是精髓
而人也不能忘本，這分想法是誰給的，許諾給誰就要為這分許諾負責到底
我想這是我需要重新思考的地方
也重新學習
謹慎思考，以防止造成別人與自己的困擾
最後也感謝Anny的鼓勵!!
After so many days of disconnection with Ko.
Maybe it's another kind of the end.
I was in love with Eva at the same time as now last year in Boston.
This is also the factor how I dare not touch affection-related thing from the day we broke up 1 month after we came back from Boston.
To fall in love quickly without knowing each other well and break up suddenly has become my nightmare.
Only the first step of knowing each other well can lead me to the next step of getting together.
Just now, I recieved an invitation of teaching in the classes after school, from 7-9 pm.
I know this is the time I back up myself with letting go the affection stuff.
I have to make more money before it is too late. This is the thing I won't wait for.
And as for a train before going into Seeds, I hope I can learn a lot from that. I will try my best.
8/19-8/20 六-日
愛室寢的大家，出遊。這回沒什麼計畫，只知道有個頂湖，找到怎麼去，就衝了。
它是個什麼地方呢? 它其實是大凍山裡，有個地方叫"頂湖"，但真有其地方，不見其湖。
這趟旅程，像是一群都市的小孩，想脫去厚厚的心防，慵懶的生活，於是來到這片淨土。
說它是淨土不為過，在陣陣往返阿里山的車潮中，52.5 K 時轉進一條僻靜的小路，
好像在電影情節裡一般，幽暗的路旁，是棵棵聳立的樹林與竹林，看不到前方，因為霧氣瀰漫...
我們走了約20分，心情仍是緊張與興奮...之後撥雲見日般地，我們到了像是個小盆地的頂湖。
在頂湖約有四至五戶人家，多是種茶人家，也有提供民宿、露營場地、衛浴。
頂湖，讓我們驚訝地發現這就是我們嚮往的人間仙境...
只可惜天下著雨，我們取消露營，住進了一間民宿，一間房間1000元，很便宜。
就這樣，我們開始我們的活動，先是吃飯...
一吃就吃了6個小時...無言!! 結果吃完12點，沒有時間去玩別的活動。
但...
大家圍繞著吃飯，聊天，這就是我要的...大家都在一塊，沒有其他事，就是聊...
生活，未來，感想，甚至是針對每個人，我們都聊...
愜意的感覺伴隨著歡笑聲，在幽靜的山中迴盪。
山裡真的很涼爽，什麼是冷氣?? 不需要知道
阿里山脈真的是出乎意料，就是有著一些令人意想不到的好地方！
It's been almost a week.
I go to my school every day.
Though I work only 3 hours a day, the work is heavy.
We, the student teachers there, assorted and distributed books these days.
There're about 2000 students in the school.
That's how the big school do every year when the school is about to start.
Tough work sparkled the permanent existence of the student teachers.
Finally the substitution almost comes to an end.
The taste of being a teacher will be like how I feel as a substitute teacher in Seeds.
Teaching with saying a lot becomes a killer of my throat.
I don't know the reason that hurts my voice.
Is it that I am just not accustomed to lecturing or I am not suitable to lecturing.
Who knows! I will try to conquer the problem.
今天代了 AM5 和 Edith 的課，代完後心情好差。
先代了AM5的，上了Reading，80分鐘上沒多少，半篇文章而已...
就公司的立場來考量，這是一堂沒有品質的英文課，應該是我拖了太多時間在名詞解釋上，文法不熟，沒有多提到太多，口說練習也不夠多...
重要的是，這是代課的最後一節，我感到有點不知該怎麼收尾，文章看到一半?還是把剩下的10分鐘拿來做什麼呢??
我完全沒有想法，真是可惡!!氣自己的無能!
接著騎著機車趕到復興總部，上Edith的課，一路上還試著安撫自己，心情好一點，還有一堂課要拼呢!
只是天不從人願，上的課破破碎碎的，唸了兩篇文章，大概解釋了一下意思，時間卻也差不多了，這時該一個一個唸嗎?
下回也沒代課，不是我上了，才想到自己不該連上兩篇，但已經太晚了。
痛恨自己的無知...
剛剛提起精神看了ptt的笑話板，心情才好一點，只是對於上課這檔事，還需多把勁，下點功夫!
天阿，還是沮喪......
Today I was distributed to 5th grade class 1. I am going to be with the students in 5-1 for the coming year. I don't know what I will confront, but I know I will grow up form it. It may be the hardship that push me to learn more about the thought of children, which sharps my technique of teaching. My teacher is 蔡淑菁, an expert teacher, who is nice to her students. For my first sight of her, she is good and respectful.
On the way to the new classroom, my heart was beating heavily as the children's. They were rearranged to their new class and I was just arranged to their class less than 1 hour earlier. We were on the way to different futures stemming from the same factor. Thinking of this, I walked closer to them. I think we were on the same boat, we were going to learn something.
Destiny...It was our fate to be students of teacher's college. We went to eat Cantonese meal on 長榮路 which was introduced by Paul who came to eat with us later. Destiny forced us to have no job guarantee. This big problem was what we talked. Never mind, we've known it for a long time. We were just complaining again though.
今晚跟小草，謝沛，臺晏到湯姆熊玩。投籃與賭博，投籃投到到現在手還是很酸，賭博還好沒有玩太久，不然真會花太多，賭博真是太花錢了! 中途還被檢查身份，看來我的外表像是18歲以下...嘖嘖，真是有些難過，太小孩臉了!!都22歲了，擔心身體老化的年紀還要擔心看起來太年輕，真是矛盾。接著我們餓了，殺到大學路KFC，痛快地吃炸雞，聊聊天，我們這群男孩，聚在一起聊天跟女生一樣唧哩呱啦。大家想玩，出國玩，露營，預計明年去東南亞等的地方旅遊，價錢其實不貴，只看大家的意願，人數越多越好。講著講著，我又開始期待要出去玩了，最近期的計畫就是露營了，到時晚上大家也要來好好聊個心，希望到時友情可以更上一層樓；我們也聊到以後集資開店，把想開的店集中在一起，這也算是共同的夢想：謝沛想開間小簡餐店，當個好客的老闆，裡面要給臺晏擺模型，小黃去店外雜耍，小草在舞池奏鋼琴，拉小提琴，我說要在隔壁開間寵物餐廳，看來大家都有事做，就等30歲看大家錢存得怎麼樣了，這也是要筆大資金來投資的。大家加油囉!!
Finally, I found me to be over worried. You just immersed you in books. That's so silly for me to think you try to avoid me after the day me went to the night market. So everything is all right and keeps on moving. I know and I will go on.
Since the night market night, some barriers seemed to block the way to each other. I don't know what has changed in your heart, but I am sure I feel no good. Maybe it's right for the turn. I dislike to push anything. I believe in destiny and myshelf. I will keep going on the road till its deadend with no hurry. I've got lots of things to do. Time will show the way. Cheer up! Go for it!
Astonishment and happiness were the best use to discribe my experience today. I accidentally went to Seeds School early and had more time then. That's why I went out for release and exercise. As I came back and steped inside, Tammi gazed at me and asked if I should go to substitute in Whitman. I was shocked and wonder what's going on. Though Janet had gone to teach, I was still nervous to see a misunderstanding happen just like that happened two weeks ago. A sound shouted in my mind, "there must be something wrong!" Finally, that's Katie that made a mistake. She forgot to write Whitman on substitution sheet, so no one was responsible for the class, which turned out to be no teacher for Whitman for the first 20 mintues. Thanks heaven!
End of the astonishing stuff, here comes the happiness. Ko went to the night market with me for buying feed for fish. We talked a lot and that was really good. I like the way we gather and having fun. Ko is a beautiful girl for sure. The words of asking to be closer friends almost slipped out of my mouth. No matter what, I did have a good time. And I wish to go out with her someday and learn her more.
這幾天的日子過的很充實，也很緊促。從7/22﹝六﹞英檢考完後，下午即趕至高雄布魯樂谷，玩水，玩得不亦樂乎，晚上還到音保家住了一宿。采伶說這算是最後一次的大學同學聚會，之後大家忙起實習，考教甄，就沒什麼時間了。我想之後是等4年後的陶板屋了，金虎與大家的約定，2010年的聚會人數達20人，每人一客陶板屋。當然是一定參加的了^^!!
隔日，我們就陸陸續續回家，我直接前往台南，與Anny會合，繼續朝台北前進，這次的成員是School上班的同事，目標是逛街與故宮、九份。這接下來的5日是重頭戲，正因逢School的放假，這群人們可是期待了很久。只是大家的價值觀不同，興趣不一，逛起來其實不是十分自在。
相較這兩次，高雄與台北，我覺得高雄之旅的氣氛較佳，讓我玩得瘋狂，也回憶十足。朋友真是人生中難得，像是上帝賜與的珍貴禮物，這是經由互相付出得來的信任與愉悅而來，與親情不同。
朋友在我眼中，分門別類，有看電影的朋友、聊心的朋友、打屁的朋友、工作的朋友。每個朋友在我的心中地位不同，但都佔有一塊地方，想出去看風景，踏踏青，知道該找誰，心情不好，想吐吐苦水，也知道哪幾位願意傾聽。朋友的界定很重要，找對的人做該做的事也很重要。
It happened so fast and so secretly that I couldn't perceive it in no time. That's how the outbreak of the cold war burst. I woke up on Saturday and had only NT$100 last for my one-day expense. I walked out for my breakfast instead of asking XXX(圓圓) who was awake already to go with me. Happily coming back with my breakfast, I found the name of MSN Messenger of his has changed. He regretted that he moved out to live with Taiyen(臺晏) and me and had to pay more for the rent for the room where 3 people stayed together. He was also annoyed by the smell of the kittens, which forced me to pack the kittens and sent them back home immediately. I was frustrated to see the complaint go first by words rather than by talking with me first. Friends should talk and a cold war is really unnecessary. I had gone back home for release and now I am ready to confront the tricky question. He has been accustomed to dominating almost everything. And his being changeable in mood has made the roommates to condescend to make up a pleasant atmosphere.
Last night, each roommates discussed to solve the tough problem. All of us wanted to be together nicely with everyone, so we had to get rid of some bad atmosphere that seemed pleasant apparently. Hard work will test our friendship. I am looking forward to a happy ending.
These days were really not for me. I accidentally didn't go to substitute the class on Monday, which made me immediately want to shout out to stop the time, stop the embarrassment. And I was irritated by the clerks serve at the counter the next day. Then the computer died yesterday night when I went home happily. Every thing seems wrong to me and I am the only victim of all the tragedies. My mood is low and especially it is the time when I am thinking of taking her or not. 7/22 shall be a busy day-GEPT test & Blue Lagoon Water Park, I hope it is going to be smooth then!
Sometimes I fall, but the view seems more bright and wide to me after I get up. Though I has been afraid of breaking up, I get my strength when love comes to knock on my door. It's called affection, for the girl who is diligent, graceful, brilliant, nice and beautiful. I noticed her when we were teaching as practice teachers in Bo-ai(博愛)Elementary School. She was really working hard and careful for her teaching, which sparkled the beauty of a girl that attractd me. Later on, through MSN, I knew this beauty little by little and fell in kind of irresistible amusement. From cats, values, families, hobbies, leisure to reflection, the talk with her has always ended for bedtime. I did enjoy the talk. But I confused. After Eva left me, I found myself to be not good at being romantic and to be lazy for surprises that all girls love. I told myself, no more girls or there will be more broken hearts cause my dullness. Why can't I just stop the feeling and be a monk? I am nervous for the coming, but I don't want to stop the feeling. Maybe she is really the one for me and forever. How I long for you, Ko! I won't stop unless you stop. Eva, I am sorry. I uesd to loved you and used to wish to gather with you again. Since the girl, I will let bygones be gone. With those happiness and sadness, I move forward.
7/3開始上班至今，已經一個禮拜了，身份也從畢業後的失業轉成教師。暑假的工作的確很輕鬆，這幾天都是9點到校，約11點就回來了。感覺永華國小很有規劃地幫我們做一些職前說明，並指導我們做自我進修，以做未來其他出路的打算。校長周瑞堂，真的是個很有規劃的人，也是個很好的人，連學校的小丁丁也是說我們是跟對人了。感覺有時人生在某些選擇時若是做對了，就可以比較輕鬆完成目標。
永華國小，外表看似舊舊的，可是經過介紹才了解，這間學校人員的活力，是多麼充沛，每個老師依循校長的理念，在自己的崗位上努力。而且一切都為了小朋友，讓我很感動。只是就如大家知道的，其實，現在教育已不在於老師的能力，而是家長的家教與配合度，難了老師，生活教育成了主軸。時代趨勢使學生的自我觀念日益壯大，他們不懼表達自我，可是卻也因此察覺不到他人的感受。難道這兩者真是魚與熊掌嗎?臺灣的社會要強大，還是需要家長的自知與努力。我也當夠了身為七年級生的苦，我自認為並不草莓，但是卻還是因為年紀，被歸為所謂的七年級草莓族。算了，我不計較，只是說出草莓族的大人們，這群草莓是誰種出來的??難道是我們自己發展的嗎??還不就是這個社會的大環境所培養出來的。若是真想批評這些七年級生，倒不如先看看自已把這個社會搞成怎麼樣了。
一個月8000的實習津貼，以最近的工作時數來算，時薪是200元，要珍惜囉~~以後開學，每天要工作8小時，可就要成時薪50元了，到時候真不知道還覺得好不好玩。
昨天剛從花東玩了6天回來，今天馬上參加了高中同學會，行程滿檔。真是...大忙人!!
今天來了小蒨，喬郁，琬儷，雅晶，秋妤，姿君，阿葳，瀚仁，伊凡，阿嬤，阿妃，郭屁，高銘甫，周杰蔚。阿葳真是4年未見，雅晶也是，不過還是看得出來啦!!不過也是變得很多，都變得女人了，熟起來了說~~
3A二式真的不怎麼樣，大家也都是嫌得沒一塊好，下次別再選那裡了，不過至少大家在那裡玩得很開心，我第一次出去同學會去那麼久的，12點開始，我們聊天聊到4點多，真是可怕，我想店員應該是氣死了吧，哈哈。而且還有兩位沒有付錢的進來，哈啦到最後竟然也沒低消到。其實有點不好啦，下次別做這種事了。不過大家續攤的能力就有些遜色，大家都有其他事，最後剩阿葳，琬儷，小蒨和我四名在新天地美食街聊天。下次，希望能有更多人參加，這樣就更熱鬧了。
Today,Vicky came back from USA and they went to pick Nico&皮皮 right after I got off my work. Vicky said she would not go to USA to study and study in Taiwan instead. So that means she is not going to put her cats at my place these years. I admit I've started to love the cats because they're so cute and funny. Cats are really lovely if you are willing to give it a try and adopt one. Sometimes we frightens because we are not sure what we will confront. Being confined to ourselves might be one part of the significant things of knowing and controling ourselves. They're really cute and tame, Vicky. You're sure to be a nice mother.
On 2006.6.11,in the morning,Jana passed away because of a car accident. Jana is a really good teacher who works in Seeds School(種子美語). We did feel sorrow for the death. A Canadian who flew from so far away to Taiwan to make a living and post the salary back to Canada to pay the loan of the study. She worked hard and had only one drawback,a fatal drawback,drinking problem which led her hit the bus face to face when she was totally drunk. Life is really fragile, so we have to be strong.
She is flying back to her hometown today. Maybe to someone who doesn't know her, it's only a story come by,but to all of her friends,it's a knife stabbed in our heart. Jana's boyfriend also drank and died on the road less than 6 months ago. Fatality made the end of their story. Bye-bye forever, Jana, go back to where you belong with all of our care about you. :( In fact, I don't want to say good-bye in this situation. so sad....
今天好開心阿!!打完工後跟著同學去逛花園夜市!!畢業了，沒想到大家都還在，菲菲，均輔，妹妹，采伶，雅雯，幫主，阿容，當然還有圓圓。台晏回高雄，可惜不能參加!大家就這樣子邊聊天邊逛夜市。接著到黃金海岸看海談心，聊這四年的心得~~大家聊開了，聊到別的事，聊個別去玩的經驗。陳均輔最多話了，且生活就像是一齣喜戲，說不完好玩的經驗阿!!大家就這樣聊阿聊阿...幫主，要回彰化了，菲菲，要回台東，雅雯，回澎湖，均輔，妹妹和采伶會繼續待在台南，阿容則要去台中跟她的高中同學一起實習，雖然台灣真的很小很小，這般分離不像分隔干裡，但是我知道有些感情，並不能一直維持得像這一刻這樣，我們各自會有新的際遇，新的感動，新的想法，我們會繼續改變，10年後，20年後，這份感情會如何很難說，或許就變成"你是我的大學同學"這般簡單。希望不會這樣，因為你們，我親愛的教四乙班，真的真的，我很喜歡我們在一起的感覺。班會，上課，我都不會缺席，在未來的集會，我一樣不會缺席，因為實在不想讓我們的情誼變成簡單的大學同學關係。今晚，我們看著天空，從佈滿雲的夜穹，到星星滿佈，心裡的變化是越發不捨，大一入學，迎新露營，舞會，新生盃，大二的大一迎新，社團，大三各個充滿創意的報告呈現，和有吃又好玩的班聚，大四的集中實習，緊張、難忘的經驗，畢業旅行，畢業晚會(唉，我沒到)，太多太多了.....大學真的好好玩，再多個幾年或許會更完美! = =" 下一戰，布魯樂谷，大家再聚聚啦!!^^ 耶!!
What a strange day it was! Rain and sunshine took turns showing up when my roomates and I were having time taking pictures together in Pantheon of Cheng-Kung Jheng. It was really beautiful outside the pantheon. Green grass, old banyans, an old bridge and a pool made an extraordinary grounds. Things are always going in the way that we try to capture the times of joy especially when it has gone near the end. This was the first time to take pictures with my roomates in robes and of course the last time.
A few days later and we are no longer students. Sometimes time really goes so fast that we hardly perceive it. Actually why I don't want to let go the feelings is the friendship and happy days I got here. Friendship is indeed worth cherishing.
Time seemed to go so slowly today. I had a softball exam, linux exam, reporting PHP and animation performance. The days before today are going to be my memory. It is a real turning of my life. No more going to school for having classes. No more! No more! We're getting closer to our unemployment. Haha!!
For winning the first prize of the Kaohsiung Movie Festival,100,000 NTD, my friends and I involved ourselves into making a 10 minutes long movie. We haven't decided the name of it yet though it's been worked on. We set off at 6 o'clock in the morning from Tainan to Kaohsiung City because the film is ruled to be recorded 1/4 or more in Kaohsiung. We had no choice but to took a 2 hour-long motorcycle trip to Kaohsiung. At first we met at the waterfront of the Love River and began our film at the scene of the beautiful riverside. Then we went to 西子灣(SiZihWan),旗津(CiJin) and the light house there. At noon,圓圓(XXX)took us to enjoy the famous noodle store which was known by its 餛飩(hundun)and deepfried porksteaks. Later we filmed at the busy street and ended up filming in 圓圓(XXX)'s house.
I am sure the time is the last time I do something with my favorite friends in university because we are about to separate back to our hometown on the day of 6/10. How sorrowful! I do cherish every moment we are together. It's the last time we have the chance to produce a film of our own. I still remember the first MV we made 少年(the early youth)and 顯靈(the Signal)-a big movie then this one and these are definitely my precious belongings forever whatever the result the film will get.
除了三班的導師之外，只來了少數的老師(6位)，我原本以為會有2~3桌的老師，原來是我想太多了，他們說這是常態，別驚訝。宴會整個感覺滿有趣的，整個宴會下來十分熱鬧，沒有冷場，主持人是小黃和瓊文，張博真代表致詞，之後也由許多學生上台致詞，表達感謝。我覺得，這四年來受到台南大學的栽培，雖在未來的路上因時勢所逼，沒有機會展現，而在許多方面上沒有像理工學系的學生，有著一份有數據證明的技能，我們教育系學到人文，是一些內在的充實，對於價值觀與社會上種種的認知遠比其他學生受到更專業的訓練。或許這是在這個沒有教師缺額的時代中，對我們這些準失業新鮮人的安慰吧！快畢業了，下禮拜是最後一個禮拜，好感傷阿！要脫離學生的身份真的是一種很複雜的心情，原來我們也長大了，承擔的責任越來越重，再過幾年，都要養自己，養父母了。
今天的成果豊碩，送出犬貓15隻，很多，可說是破紀錄，真是太好了。今天天氣有點悶熱，可是有好多義工，除了我們協會的，還有其他的協會，網路上的家族等。看到大家都認真地為了流浪的小貓小狗奉獻，就覺得這個社會有陽光，真好!!^^
唯一讓人不開心的是有位婦人問我們說她家附近有一些小狗，可不可以送來送養。其實我們也挺無奈的，我們已經有好多狗送不完了，而且今天帶來的狗兒都是受過許多檢查的，怎麼可以讓這個活動成為民眾解決家旁流浪狗的問題呢?只是不管如何，可憐到的是小狗，我們答應了，條件是活動結束後小狗若是沒送走，她要再把小狗帶回原地野放。她也答應了，只是待了一下後，趁我們忙亂中不見了。唉!可憐的小狗，三隻沒送走，我們義工們也根本沒有地方可以收，大家早就額滿了>< 因為這名婦女的自私(也或許她是忘了)，害我們在結束後的暗夜裡替小狗的去處想辦法...
The point stands on the braveness the actor had, which made him to let go the girl he loved the most that,therefore,triggered the miracle.
Today was really a nice day because I went to eat KFC with my buddy,Taiyen. The exhilarating part was not just in the person I ate with, but the fast food that called me back to the times when I was in USA. Pepsi & fried chicken really brings me back to the deepest part of my desire wherever I am because the flavor of the meals they makes is totally the same.
Another point of the dinner with Taiyen was the talk about friends between us in the four-year university life and our own childhoods. Life goes so fast that Taiyen & I both thought the day we went into the auditorium for freshman's starting school ceremony was just like it happened yesterday. Lots of lots memories full in our minds made the most beautiful masterpiece of the world. Sometimes life seems to be very easy when we compliment things we met and disregard the dark sides. Maybe I didn't observe it well so I felt it to be hard sometimes, but at least I'd learned humbleness to interact with people,educational skills and made friends. How precious those memories were!
Then the talk turned to the times in our childhood. It astounded me that we had some memoryies in common. Have you ever evaded mother's notice and carried toys you just bought into the house secretly when you were young? We do. Thnks for Taiyen's time for talking with me. I appreciate your experince and advice to my interaction with some friends. Wish you a rosy life!
What a surprise! Today is Auntie Lynn's birthday. I didn't know it until I was asked to have a piece of birthday cake when I stepped into Seeds. I went up stairs to ask for a piece and got a piece of special shape of cake. It's ball-shape and covered with sweet and pink candy outside with a bulge on its top, which made me curious about the original shape of the cake. Auntie Lynn told me the pink ball was a cap and turned to be like this by their cutting to share the cake. Actually, I thought it was shaped like a woman's breast but I was afraid of asking that.
However,I got my doubt cleared after I went down and corrected the students' homework. Sarah said "I heard that the big mimi was eaten by someone",which hardly hit me on my funky heart. God!! It was really a half part of the breast and I was lied to eating it. Anyway...Happy Birthday,Lynn!!!^^
最近竟然迷上這款遊戲，卡巴拉島，想到3月24日禮拜五一開始公測，我也跟著圓圓註冊，開始起靡爛的大學生活來，也罷，5月中就要畢業的半個社會人，還能有多少逍遙的日子可過呢?
不過這靡爛可不是好當的，幾天的熬夜，讓原本正常作息的我感覺身體變虛弱了。連右手也好像怪怪的，同一個姿勢握滑鼠太久造成的酸痛。唉呀，人真的老了，根本禁不起熬夜和惡搞身體。
這段熱潮持續了約一個星期，現在已經降溫了，哈哈，真是還好，誰說對事情有三分鐘熱度是不好的呢?要不拜它所賜，我現在應該已經倒在那裡了吧!!
不過玩這些東西其實也是有學問的，像是之前買了手機之後，才發現手機可以改原廠設定，加補丁，讓我知道原來「玩」手機是指這個；這個也是，選角，能力值的搭配等等，都會影響日後角色的能力。而這些資訊全都在論壇裡，藉著網路，讓許多技能和知識可以非常快速地傳遞。
這學期開始後，上課對我來說像是上補習班，一個禮拜一天；而打工，像是我的生活，一個禮拜四天。真是特別的感覺，像是已經半出社會，每天要固定時間上班，偶爾才去學校上個課。
School的工作其實不難，我的工作算是儲備人員，開始學習帶小孩子，學習在他們之中建立權威。天天下4點到達，接下只剩2名小孩的安親班，然後，4點20分到2F吃點心，4點半，美小3，4年級來了，一群感覺餓很多天的小孩來了，每次忙得我一直把食物放到他們的碗裡，頭也一直低低的，剛吃完第一次馬上來吃第二次，等到我可以把頭抬起來時，孩子們不是吃完走人，就是快吃完了，留下地上一些些三不管地帶的渣渣、屑屑，太可惡了。要叫誰整理呢.......只能怪自己手腳不夠利落，沒辦法一邊忙一邊監督。然後，是可愛的美小1，2年級，人比較少，比較好控制，可以要求他們先說"May I have some snack,please!","May I have some drink,please!"，才給食物和飲料。還有時間提醒他們把桌子和地板整理乾淨，這兩班帶起來就比較有成就感。
吃完點心了，一些小孩子會留在2F等家長，這時我就要管理秩序，最喜歡他們要求我看錄影帶"May I watch video?" 當我很輕快地說"OK!"時，他們就會飛快地去拿一部影片，他們很開心，我也樂得很呢!看影片讓他們變得很安靜，我也就不必費力地管秩序。
Auntie Lynn是廚房的煮飯媽媽，據姊姊說她的廚藝精湛，看得出來，每次看著她做著好吃的便當，看到羨慕她的孩子。這群吃點心的小鬼們也是好幸福，真是不懂得惜福，還在那挑食。有時候，Auntie Lynn會把剩下的食物給我，她總是要我幫她吃，其實我才覺得是我渴望她留給我吃呢!呵呵....住在外面才會了解媽媽的家鄉味是多麼令人想念。
這份工作已經慢慢改變我的生活，我的觀念，我的交際，我的一切，從中學習並了解這個社會。我想，關於踏入社會的起點，我是選對地方了。^^
Since I read the editorial of the Brokeback Mountain,which mentioned some of the judges haven't even seen the movie that turned out to be awarded only three prizes,including Adapted screenplay,Achievement in music written for motion pictures (Original score),Achievement in directing but Best motion picture of the year won by Crash. The nations around the globe are thriving to get to the top place the Americans reached and it does show the promising way to the triumph they are on is closer. A period of years later,the developed countries get more,which meanwhile implies strong countries get more. Perhaps the mankind on this planet will be more wise and intelligent and there will be no counrty doing what they want just because they are big and powerful. The fact changes and the destiny of the mankind changes.
Today may be a beautiful day for me. Since there is a beginning in Boston,there are people who make the story go on in Taiwan. Eva,Evonne,Kieran and I had a good time eating lunch in Little Star Restaurant and seeing horror movie today. Though I've broken up with Eva,but we conquered the embarrassment and had some talk luckily. I got to admit that the talk somehow brought me back to the good times when we're still together. Still miss you........
Boston is no longer a place name for me but a part of my treasurable memory. The life experience which includes the joy,unhappiness,suspicion and hilarity among we Taiwanese students has been in a significant place in my mind. I hope you do,too. I really had a good time throwing and catching the football with you,Kieran,and having lunch,movie and nice talk with you three today. What a wonderful day it was!! I am so happy and may God bless you.
今天雖是228，國定假日，但是我們協會的義工們可沒閒著，約莫中午時分，大家紛紛來到，開始今天的工作，圍起兔子的欄杆。感動的是，竟然有人遠從台北南下幫忙，這可以知道這世界上旣然會有對動物這麼痴愛的人，讓我倍感辛慰。
今天的我，漸漸認同協會所做的一切，也漸漸開心成為協會的一員。也許是這些台北愛心人士的感化，也也許是在2月初的那埸寵物世界的認養活動中，看到協會新印的DM上的一則故事：在一個海邊，有個人邊走著邊撿起沙灘上的海星往海裡丟。我看到了就上前詢問，他說，海水退潮了，這些海星來不及回去，等等太陽出現，他們會被晒死的，我正把他們一隻隻丟回大海。我笑著說，先生，你可知道這個海岸有多長，而這些海星又有多少，你真的以為你這樣子做，可以為這些海星的命運做何改變嗎？他繼續走著，撿起一枚海星，往大海丟了過去，說道：這對這枚海星來說可就不同了。
義工的角色就是不同於一般人，能多救一條生命，他們就會盡力去做，即使知道每年還是有一堆人在丟狗，有9成的狗無人認養而遭安樂死，但他們眼中總不見那如精衛填海的辛苦，他們的焦點總是放在每一隻狗的身上，看到這些人，也就像是看到社會的希望。期待，有一天，人類能和動物和平共處，別再以萬物之靈自居荼毒萬物了。也希望能有更多更多的人一起來幫忙丟海星，加速夢想實現。
Then we had fun in Taitung. We had a gerat experience of the attractive hot spring there. And as there is a beginning, it comes to the end for sure. We waved the wonderful trip goodbye, which meant the goodbye to our friendship in university. So sad! I love the feeling of being a student. No economic pressure and hesitation of independence are the merits of being a student but also a dodge of the face of being grown-up. I know I will be out of the shelter of my family before long and I have to prepare for that beforehand.
Say bye to the past and say hi to the coming! Kev!
一部我們嘔心瀝血的大作品阿!!
今晚，大家將趕在19日早晨10點繳交作業，剪接、配樂、字幕分工合作，四部電腦一起工作，感受到工作室的忙碌，很忙很趕，卻玩得很開心。最後壓成DVD來播放讓明天的大家驚訝一下。想想，這部片"顯靈"早從期初9月底決定，圓圓、喵、菲菲、燒ET、酋長、阿容和我即在10月開始構想劇本，開會3次，擬出一份大綱，再由喵、菲菲、我把腳本完成。接著才是重頭戲，開拍，也許是沒拜拜，真是遇到太多波折了。加上第一次，拍得好累，只要一有空，就是拍片，也往往拍了2個小時的片，看一看只可用30秒，NG...NG...NG...累。12月12日開始集中實習，中間完全不能拍，直到12月底才又開始拍，這時還有1/3還沒拍，又要趕在1/18交作品，想想我們還真是有夠強的。DV帶買了10幾卷，又因為在今晚之前可以作業的電腦相處異地，為了校片還要燒出一片片的dvd，帶到學校交換。這部片子是我們大學生涯的記錄之一，是在當初不管老師的學分營養，而堅持要做出來的，畢竟大學四年，我們這群好友想給自己留個回憶。
Where to go? Kevin? Why can the whole world become so wild that seems to be everything existing but beside my side? One more semester and I am a freshman in the society of chaos. To joining part of the circle of cram school, to go on and study or to grab the vacancy of the teacher. By choosing which one could I be on the right way toward success?
I know Daniel is waiting for me and of course it's an easy-get job. But the more easier I can get it, the more I feel unsure about what my aim is. My family needs money for sure, and that confuses me the most.
After the next week, I am going to do my first task the school committed to me. Loving it or not takes time to test.
從美國打工回來一轉眼就過了3個月...天哪!!!日子過得很快，大四上快結束了～我人生中唯一一次的大四上，上大學後最忙的一學期，再兩個禮拜結束了，但沒完成那成堆的報告就不算結束，是真的，成堆的報告堆滿我的記事本，每天每天都有不同的討論、報告..........How I miss the work in USA. There are work and days off over there. But I know what I actually need for my future.
生活在這時代真是很不容易的一件事，每個人要挑戰的是自己，是否要繼續走下去的動力。再過沒幾年，就將成為社會新鮮人了，似乎還沒做好準備...keep on going, man!!
